Creative Secrets is a series of posts that will appear here over the next several weeks. Susan Murphy is interviewing artists from all walks of life in an effort to delve more deeply into how the creative process works.
Part II of the series features Tracey “Halyma” Vibert. Tracey is a multi-faceted artist, making a career of sewing through her company, T.A.V. Creations, and as a belly dance performer and instructor. Tracey successfully combines two very different creative passions into one complete package.
1) Tell me how you first got involved in both sewing and dancing.
It all started so early in my life that I don’t remember ever not sewing/crafting/drawing/ creating in some way. I was always the kid handed the scissors in crafts. Hours were spent trying new crafting techniques from my mom’s set of crafting books- I loved macrame! And I would make clothes for my female action figures – I had Wonder Woman and the Bionic Woman, along with a standard blonde Barbie to whom I gave a bad hair cut to early on! I progressed quickly from a beginner sewing machine to using my mom’s – and am still very grateful that she let me take it to design school when I left home.
As for dancing, I was less sure of myself in that realm. While I did a lot of improv and general bouncing around as a kid to whatever rock music my older siblings played – I also sang along- I did not explore any structured classes until I moved to Ottawa for school and took Ballroom. But I was in dance clubs in Hull as often as I could be, and just loved moving! It wasn’t until I was making a wedding dress for a friend, who kept dancing in front of the full length mirror, that I even knew about the possibility of belly dance classes in Ottawa. I signed up and fell in love! I began teaching in 1998 and haven’t stopped!
2) What is it about your creative pursuits that keep you interested and motivated?
With my sewing, I have long used the term “co-creation” when referring to the custom work I make. When working to bring someone else’s ideas to life, there is always a fresh infusion of energy and passion that comes from the other person/client. And that energy balances out the times when I am designing for myself, or making ready made pieces for an event, having given me some ideas to build upon!
In dance, teaching both Belly dance and Bellywood allow me to maintain a good foundation of movements and as students return and advance, I am always trying to make sure I keep it new and fresh for them. I am constantly impressed by the joy that can be found in dance – watching students progress, and challenging myself to keep learning are such positive reinforcements!
As I perform at events as a soloist or with my dance colleagues, we also seek ways to keep it fun for both us and the audience. And when I feel I am lagging, I know I can seek more knowledge as there is always something new to learn – or something previously learned and forgotten!
3) Do you ever have times when you are uninspired to create? If so, how do you overcome this?
I tend to bounce from one arena of creativity to the next, so that I can always try to keep producing “something”. If my sewing is lagging,and I can take the time to go work on something dance related or planning my next event, that’s what I do. If I have a deadline and cannot take that break, I go technical. I seek ways to break the job down into smaller parts to allow me to progress, one step at a time. That way, as I complete each step, I know I am making progress and the next step seems ouch more approachable.
In dance, the creativity comes in different ways. If I am preparing for a show, and working on a solo routine, I will listen to the music as I do other stuff – sewing/cleaning/sorting paperwork. When I perform as a solo dancer, I usually improvise for the entire song. In order to do that in an effective way, I have to know the song. I have to know where the accents will be, where the song gets lively, where it gets subtle. So, I listen. I may not actually know what the words mean with many of the Arabic and Hindi songs I use, but the gist of the songs are understandable in many cases with a bit of research.
If I am creating a choreography, again I go technical. I break down the song into smaller parts and test drives moves to see what feels right. Then I’ll present it to my students or colleagues and open things up for tweaking – again it’s part of my nature to co-create, even if I do most of the work myself.
Mainly, I love to dance and just let myself go whenever I can – I love class for that, as the students also benefit from seeing the movements in action and how to put them together!
4) At what point did you decide that you wanted to make a living sewing and dancing? What made you take the leap?
I knew in grade 9/10 that I was going to be a fashion designer. I was able to plan my courses accordingly, taking technical drawing, art, and home economics, of course. I loved math and english as well, so that the math involved in sewing doesn’t scare me. I also took music in school, so while I did not plan to become a musician, having that knowledge and playing piano “by ear” growing up [ until I took music and learned to read sheet music], help greatly as I interpret the music I use for dance!
I again came to dancing as a way to make a living later in life, but I have always held to the idea that I wanted to do something I love as my career choice{s} and I have been blessed with positive results of following through with that! And since I already had my first business already set up, it was less of a big leap to just start teaching and performing, and getting paid for it!
Every step has it’s fears attached to it, but I try to take baby steps when trying something new, giving myself the chance to try it on a smaller scale and letting it grow to a comfortable level of commitment for my life at any given time. There are ebbs and flows, and it always seems that when one aspect of income is lower, the others pick up the slack. Or I find something new to try!
5) What has been your biggest challenge as an artist?
Putting a dollar value to the work I do has always been one of the hardest areas for me. I really prefer being an artist to being a business woman. So, I try to explore what others in my fields, or related fields, are choosing to charge for their services, and set my own rates based on a comparison of experience and quality. What a pain! But it’s part of the entire package and allows me to feel more confident about the rates I am charging. In conjunction with that, I also used to have more trouble saying “no” or having a more “take it or leave it ” attitude. This fortitude is necessary in the business side of things. Otherwise, I was lowering my prices to help out everyone who wanted my services and going crazy trying to accommodate unrealistic expectations. I am much better at respecting my own value now!
6) Do you find value in connecting with other artists, and if so, what are some of the ways you stay connected to your community?
With dance, immediately: yes. From the beginning, my journey into belly dance, bollywood dance and bellywood has been strongly influenced by friends and colleagues within the Ottawa area and beyond. Early on, there had been an association within which I met many women who are now friends, along with those I met when I was studying have added such dimension to my life. It was those women who helped me get through a divorce and moving on to my presently amazing life!
I strive to give back as much as I can to this community with a community newsletter, and 4 annual belly dance dance events to which I invite members of the community to participate. These events and my weekly email/online information page help to bring folks together who might not see each other on a regular basis and allow different teachers and students to mingle and see what new ideas each group might be trying out. We have fun and support each other in a way that apparently is not normal for other city’s dance communities. I always hope that the folks who visit us from other cities get inspired and open us their own dance realm to a bit more sharing!
With regards to my sewing business, I have actually been pretty closed off from a larger community. I was hired by another local designer while I was in my final years at design school, and worked with her for over 20 years. We are still friends and I still help her out if she needs sewing done, and we’ve been able to maintain a very organic work relationship over the decades.
Rather than choose to seek out a community, I was blessed with a mentor and some great ladies who worked there as well, and learned and brainstormed with them throughout the years.
The internet has I suppose been my one source of sewing community. I have found there are a great number of folks online who are happy to share and assist, and I have also sought ways to contribute when I can!
My website went up in June of 1999 and has been an incredibly potent source of clientele. And the word of mouth, online reference system that is in place has created a foundation of promotion for me that is wonderful!
I do have friends who sew, both as hobbyists and professionally, but, we just don’t really talk about it that much! We do our thing and enjoy our time socializing!
7) What’s your next creative step?
My work is constantly shifting/ growing and changing so this year’s adventures include connecting with a local bridal salon and providing services to their clients as an “Alterations Specialist”.
I am also still in the first six months or so of my newly developed Bellywood classes, a fusion of belly dance and Bollywood dance that is totally challenging me to be creative and is such fun!
For now, I think I will allow myself some time to nurse these seedlings. I still have my regular belly dance classes, my participation in Bollywood For Fun dance troupe, my Eco-TAV products and my wonderful TAV Creations clientele to focus on. So, ya know, I’m good.
Oh, wait! There’s more sewing videos on my horizon as I am just finishing teaching a few runs of basic sewing lessons and see the topics that need to be better addressed online… Oh crap…Time to get to work!